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The authority that can sense the erosion is still exerting its influence.
The question is, is it still necessary to exert more effort now?
Unable to comprehend any of this, Jiang Cheng could only continue to watch, half-forced, while lying flat, at the soft, girlish face that was being suppressed and only occupied half of his field of vision.
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I've almost never seen an expression like that before.
Can I make Jiang Cheng have that kind of expression?
Like Miss Mei.
Just looking at the boy's blank expression at this moment, one can't help but recall Jiang Cheng, who said before, "I can, I'm willing, I'm going to take revenge," and wielded his knife to physically eliminate all nightmares and all villains, turning his head to the side in the sunlight.
I originally thought the biggest challenge was how to intrude into their relationship, and I even had the thought that I wouldn't mind being a mistress or a concubine.
Unexpectedly, the problem lay in how to get Jiang Cheng to understand and accept the fact that she liked him.
It seems that once this is resolved, the only remaining challenge is how to obtain Raiden Mei's consent.
Let's take it one step at a time.
The hand pressing against her chest tightened its grip.
Forcibly suppressing this excessive tenderness, she recreated the scene of gazing into the boy's eyes last night, allowing those cherry-colored eyes to clearly reflect her own blue pupils—gradually, Yae Sakura gently leaned down, forcibly imprinting him in her heart during the upside-down, mutual eye contact.
Her free hand no longer curled her long pink hair, no longer used it to vent her conflicting emotions. At this moment, the only thing beating in her heart was the desire to do it.
Whenever Jiang Cheng wanted to turn his head, turn his head to the side, or close his eyes, a small, soft, and smooth hand, like mutton fat jade, would gently stop him, forcing them to look at each other.
"I feel like this is..." He had no time to say anything more before he could struggle on.
Not a single word.
Not a single word.
Because the girl's voice had already arrived—that voice, devoid of any hesitation at this very moment, had already arrived—
"What I'm saying isn't simply about wanting to win your heart or get close to you... It doesn't have to be that difficult."
"If we want to get you, either Mei or I can do it. It sounds a bit crude, but... you can't beat us."
"Back then, when she transformed into the complete Herrscher of Thunder and tore the plane apart, she could have easily grabbed you, but she still chose to confess her love to you again and again. The reason was that she hoped to give you a sense of security, so that you could fall in love with each other and become lovers with your permission, rather than simply grabbing you."
Her slender fingertips pressed gently against her chest, as if listening to her heart beating at this moment through the excessively heavy frontal armor, the unforgettable emotions contained in that frequency.
With each exchange and each expression of feelings, and in doing so, one is also reorganizing one's thoughts. Confessing one's feelings has become increasingly natural and easy.
For Jiangcheng.
Only for Jiangcheng.
Now that things have come to this, Yae Sakura has little to no shyness left and can directly say what she should have said long ago—without any euphemisms.
"me."
"I just like you."
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.../Seven Other Witches: Si Lu Ba VII Seven
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Just as he had faced the thunder in the sky before, Jiangcheng, cornered, received the most direct and unavoidable blow.
Mei's reason for refusing was completely rejected, because the girl decided to take on all the responsibility.
Just accept it.
Just enjoy it.
Everything is solely her problem—Yae Sakura's problem.
Those eyes said it all, and it was clear that if he agreed, the girl would definitely do the same.
This is practically like someone giving you money to use; it's something you wouldn't even dream of doing.
With just a nod, one can directly use this beautiful girl here—if it's one's own request, then even if it's the first time losing her in such a perfunctory place, the girl will surely agree, right?
As Yae Sakura just said, anything is permissible. She allows me to do anything to her, and even if Mei finds out, I can just leave the problem to her.
To trample on and dominate such a beautiful young girl at will, especially when she takes the initiative, is something that even the truly superior people could not do even if they spent a lifetime preparing.
Do not……
no way!
Reflected in those azure eyes, he shook his head, theoretically having no reason to refuse.
He refused!
Jiangcheng absolutely refuses!
Just like when he rejected Mei, he rejected her absolutely. Even if it's called old-fashioned, contact without love is meaningless to him from beginning to end, and it might even make him feel disgusted.
Ordinary people are just ordinary people. Ordinary people are those who pursue things that others scorn, and most ordinary people are also honest people, honest people who want to love others sincerely... Jiang Cheng never denied his ordinariness.
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Chapter 100 Yae Sakura: Even a Forced Marriage Can Quench Thirst
This is not the root of the problem at all.
The problem is that I don't understand it, I just don't understand it.
Why!
No matter how much a young girl expresses her true feelings and love, she can never avoid one question.
why?
Why?
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"What am I? What is my essence and psychology? Don't you already know very well how contradictory and strange the heart of an ordinary and mediocre person like me, who grew up in a childhood where good and bad were hidden, and sweetness was hidden with razor blades?"
"And that's not all. It includes my incompetence and my weakness. You should know this better than anyone else. Even if you don't, I'll tell you directly now and shatter all your illusions about me."
It's understandable that others don't know what you look like.
But doesn't Yae Sakura know that?
As the person who communicates with me the most and knows me the most, even if I choose to close my eyes to other things, how could I not know that I at least watched my date with Mei?
Knowing everything, what was she thinking when she said "I like you"? I just can't understand it.
So even if it means defiling oneself, even if it means showing something that shouldn't be shown to others and should be hidden forever.
At this point, Jiangcheng could no longer tolerate it.
Inform us – inform us without reservation.
“I never intended to save or help anyone from the very beginning. I probably did have a little bit of that thought, but it was nothing compared to my desire to survive. I did everything I could to live, whether it was leaving Changkong City or killing Otto. In fact, if it weren’t for the need to survive, I might have just given up and given up.”
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His biggest problem—Jiang Cheng's—is not a lack of ability or talent. The real problem is that he lacks both effort and willpower. He doesn't have the awareness to relentlessly push himself to accomplish something. He's the kind of guy who would rather lie down than sit, and would rather sit than stand.
In a sense, the excruciating pain and life-threatening crisis caused by Honkai energy forced him to act in order to survive. Otherwise, he would have completely given up. Even if he used his knowledge of the future to find a way to take off, he would most likely be abandoned because it was too tiring and difficult. In the end, he would only choose the simplest one - to find a way to get involved with anti-entropy.
The most common and incompetent thing about ordinary people is that they don't even have the strength and determination to work hard, they don't have the willpower or perseverance, and they even find it difficult to listen attentively to a class.
Perhaps it's because of delayed gratification. In the past, when satisfaction was not met for a long time and only empty promises were made, people were completely broken down and could only care about the present. They were instinctively unwilling to believe that delayed gratification was real.
That's just their nature.
Nobody cares what the reason is.
That's just how the world is; no one cares about others, and no one is kind to others for no reason.
Jiangcheng so clearly displays its ugliness and ordinariness as if it were a stress response.
At this rate, no one could possibly continue to like it, right? After all, they've already shown things they've never shown to anyone before.
With this thought in mind, the color of the pair of beautiful eyes that he saw after looking up seemed to have never changed—the clear and azure lake water reflected his posture as always, clearly preserving all his colors from the initial blankness to the current excitement.
Her fox-like, narrow, and alluring eyes were slightly upturned, as if she were asking softly—
is it?
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“I understand, Jiang Cheng. Because you’ve never been treated well by others, you’ll start to doubt yourself when you are treated well. You’ll doubt the world, think you’re unworthy, think that others must have ulterior motives, and think that even if others don’t have ulterior motives, they must be deceived because they don’t know your true self.”
His fingers were forcefully pulled up and guided forward, gently pressing against the girl's chest. The touch between his fingertips and her heart was separated only by a thin layer of shrine maiden's clothing. It was as if the touch was about to completely engulf his fingertips, leaving only the softness of the back of his hand and her gently blinking blue eyes. Yae Sakura smiled sweetly, like a clear sky after the rain.
"So leave it to me."
she says.
"Just like I said before, you can entrust everything in Jiangcheng to me, whether it's good or bad. And it's not just me; Miss Mei is absolutely willing to accept everything about you as well."
"It's quite difficult to get to Jiangcheng's side. Even if the love at the beginning was a little impure, after being rejected time and time again, all that's left is the purest affection."
"Actually, I was very hesitant and shy when I first confessed. My head was spinning and I didn't know what to say or what I really thought... At least it was a mess at the time. But Jiang Cheng, you kept denying my feelings and asking me questions. I kept sorting out my thoughts, and now I can say what I want to say properly."
I could feel my heart pounding from the tips of my fingers, and the slight trembling of my eyelashes was as delicate and solemn as my heart.
Yae Sakura smiled, her eyes crinkling, and looked at him intently, speaking each word clearly and deliberately, as if giving no chance for ambiguity.
“I like you.”
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Love is an important thing.
Liking is a heavy word.
One-sided devotion is meaningless, and self-righteous tolerance is utterly ridiculous. There can be no true love if one cannot choose to be tolerant and understanding after fully knowing everything about their partner.
You can't hide it, you can't deceive... You might be able to fool people for a while, but as time goes on, it will definitely be discovered one day.
Just like hiding your flaws, suppressing your inner feelings and forcing yourself to like or not like something is the same.
Too many people in the world judge others by labeling them, seeing only a partial picture, and choosing to focus on the parts they want to see.
Even if you like someone, you'll be disliked if you show your true nature and reveal the parts of yourself that are disliked.
But what if things have come to this point and it's still accepted?
What should I do?
What to say?
He was facing the girl who was looking at him intently.
Facing the girl who was still repeating the same thing, just like Mei who used to fly in the sky.
"I—Yae Sakura, love Jiangcheng."
"I came to like Jiangcheng after I learned everything about it."
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[I'm already doing my best to stall for time, so please stop spacing out, Jiang Cheng. The Herrscher of Thunder's electromagnetic force is really killing me... So why is my virus also being eliminated by electromagnetic force?]
Ling in the consciousness space was so busy that she could no longer maintain the posture of a great fox and simply use the appearance of a sword. She was squandering her power and doing her best to extract all the Honkai energy she could get her hands on.
Just answering the girl's questions—why isn't she being called yet? Is there a problem?—was enough to exhaust her.