chsdbacks 359. Sincere and heartfelt
359. Sincere and heartfelt
"No!" Xiao Yan stared intently at Little Fairy Doctor, "Don't forget you saved so many people when you were in the Han family!"
"I believe that your parents, and the elders of the Izumo Empire, all absolutely want you to continue living a good life!"
Xiao Yan gripped Little Fairy Doctor's hands tightly: "Don't dwell on self-blame. I promised to marry you once everything settled down. So you are my wife. No matter how heavy your sins feel, they are partly mine. You are not alone!"
"You feel you've hurt too many people, so from now on we'll travel the entire continent together, and I'll accompany you to save everyone who needs help! Until you can truly let go of the burden in your heart, I'll be there to support you through it all!" Xiao Yan said excitedly, and for a moment he even stood up directly from the fox fur chair, gripped Little Fairy Doctor's hands tightly, and looked at her intently.
Little Fairy Doctor's already broken heart was now affected by Xiao Yan, and she stared blankly at him: "But you met me, you encountered the Soul Palace, and you almost didn't wake up..."
That night at the Starfall Pavilion, Little Fairy Doctor had bravely taken that step, pouring out all her feelings to Xiao Yan. However, she hadn't expected the subsequent assassination attempt by Tang Qiying and the siege by the Heavenly Phoenix Clan. If it weren't for Xun'er's timely rescue, Xiao Yan might have truly perished on the spot. That scene was like a ray of hope given to Little Fairy Doctor, only to be cruelly taken away again. Seeing Xiao Yan lying weakly in Xun'er's arms at first, Little Fairy Doctor knew she had finally brought misfortune upon him. Only later, as Xiao Yan gradually recovered, and Xun'er took the initiative to comfort him, did Little Fairy Doctor realize she might have left the Starfall Pavilion alone after Xiao Yan woke up, hoping not to affect him further.
Despite Xun'er's best efforts to comfort Xiao Yixian, the latter remained troubled by the thought that getting close to her would bring misfortune. After talking with Xiao Yan tonight, that worry was completely stirred up again.
Xiao Yan also freed one hand, clenched his fist tightly, and looked at Little Fairy Doctor, saying, "I've never believed in this so-called misfortune. Even if you really do bring me misfortune, I will personally shatter it!"
Looking at Xiao Yan now, Little Fairy Doctor's originally pale face showed a hint of emotion. For a moment just now, she seemed to see her father in Xiao Yan. Although Xiao Yan's figure was thin, it was absolutely strong! This man in front of her was able to send her away in a real life-or-death crisis and then risk his life to hold off the enemy for her.
"Father, I feel like I'm not alone anymore," Little Fairy Doctor said in a voice only she could hear.
Then, Xiao Yan gently shook the hand that Xiao Yi Xian was holding. Xiao Yan felt it and thought that Xiao Yi Xian did not want him to hold her hand, so he released Xiao Yi Xian's hand.
Little Fairy Doctor couldn't help but chuckle as she looked at Xiao Yan in front of her: "You're so stupid!"
Xiao Yan subconsciously touched his nose, and the next moment, Little Fairy Doctor lightly leaped and hung directly on Xiao Yan's body. Xiao Yan subconsciously embraced Little Fairy Doctor in his arms. Xiao Yan felt warm, slightly moist breath near his ear.
Just then, a slight movement came from Mu Qingluan's room, as if she was preparing to leave. At that moment, Little Fairy Doctor, nestled in Xiao Yan's arms, blushed instantly. Her previous inner turmoil was abruptly interrupted by this unexpected turn of events. Her heart pounded with shyness, and she hurriedly whispered to Xiao Yan, "Quick, to the room!"
Xiao Yan smiled, but Little Fairy Doctor thought he was mocking her. She bit her red lips lightly, and her fingernails traced across Xiao Yan's chest, half shy and half coquettish. Xiao Yan naturally didn't want Mu Qingluan to discover all this, so he flashed into Little Fairy Doctor's room.
Upon entering the room, Xiao Yan found Xiao Yi Xian's shy appearance to be incredibly endearing. The blush that had appeared on her face due to her bashfulness was now spreading like peach blossoms.
"What are you looking at?"
"Look at the beauty! My own beauty!" Xiao Yan said with a mischievous smile.
"Hmph, who said it's yours?" Little Fairy Doctor also turned her head away, but there was a hint of joy in her still moist eyes.
At this moment, Xiao Yan put Little Fairy Doctor down, and the two sat on the edge of the bed. A strange fragrance lingered in Little Fairy Doctor's room. Xiao Yan knew that this was some small protective measure set up by Little Fairy Doctor, which was naturally insignificant to him who possessed a strange fire.
"Actually, there's a question I've been curious about for a long time," Xiao Yan asked with a light laugh.
"What?"
"What's your real name? You can't really have the surname 'Xiao' (小), can you?"
Little Fairy Doctor shook her head and said truthfully, "I feel that because I caused the death of my parents and my hands are stained with blood, I do not want to tarnish the surname and name given to me by my parents. I have decided never to use it again in this life."
Xiao Yan nodded, not expecting that his attempt to change the subject would backfire and bring up Xiao Yixian's sad story. However, at this moment, Xiao Yixian's eyes no longer held that desperate guilt, and she seemed to be in much more stable condition.
"As for what happens after that..." Little Fairy Doctor suddenly said, "I want to take the surname Xiao!"
Xiao Yan was also taken aback: "Ah, why?"
A teasing glint flashed in Little Fairy Doctor's eyes: "Isn't Xun'er, whom you've been longing for, also surnamed Xiao? If I take the surname Xiao, then I can rightfully be her older sister!"
After saying that, Little Fairy Doctor stood on the bed and looked down at Xiao Yan from above, exuding a queen-like aura. She pressed Xiao Yan's head down and kissed his lips!
Their positions were now somewhat contorted, and Xiao Yan leaned back, lying on the soft bed. The room was utterly silent, save for the sounds of their heartbeats and breathing, as if the world had frozen. Xiao Yan's gaze was deep and focused; Xiao Yi Xian's open confession tonight had deepened their bond. After their kiss, their eyes met, and Xiao Yan felt a burning heat in both of them.
The atmosphere was somewhat strange, but neither of them intended to break it. Xiao Yan slowly reached his hand into Xiao Yi Xian's body, which was as smooth as mutton fat jade. Xiao Yi Xian felt the temperature of Xiao Yan's hand and her body trembled as if she had been electrocuted. Xiao Yan was momentarily captivated by Xiao Yi Xian's smooth and tender skin.
Feeling Xiao Yan's restless hands wandering around, Xiao Yi Xian's eyes were also hazy as if she were drunk. She took the initiative to kiss Xiao Yan again, in order to dispel the shyness in her heart.
The atmosphere in the room grew increasingly heavy. Xiao Yan's clothes were removed piece by piece, and Xiao Yi Xian's elegant long dress was ripped off by him. Their bodies pressed tightly together. Xiao Yan felt an unbearable heat within him, a heat completely different from absorbing a strange fire. Tonight was destined to be extraordinary...