MyGO has been re-femaleized in the second playthrough!

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Aine has yet to respond to her confession.

It must be intentional.

But I no longer had the right to demand an answer from her. Sure enough, every day with this band was tinged with discomfort.

But if I can never see them again, it will only be more painful.

"soyorin."

Su Shi snapped out of her daze: "What are you doing?"

"Listen carefully to the sound later."

"I can do it without you telling me."

Why bring this up now?

""

Then there was another silence; no one spoke until a voice came from outside the door.

"MyGO members, it's your turn!"

Su Shi breathed a sigh of relief; the silence had finally been broken. She had never wanted to be on stage so much.

"Okay, let's go!" Li Xi said, full of energy.

"Wow, Riki is so passionate."

Li Xi said in a low voice, "I just want everyone to see and hear our performance as soon as possible. Since we made such a good song, we should naturally let more people know about it."

"Too."

Ai Yin took a sip of water and mustered her courage.

Come on stage!

After stepping onto the stage from backstage, Su Shi adjusted her equipment and looked at the others. Her teammates nodded in agreement, indicating that they were ready.

The stage lights then came on.

I've come here again. My thoughts drift, the light here is still blinding and scorching.

Will I have to perform on this stage with them countless times from now on? It just doesn't feel real.

"We are MyGO!!!!!" Light grabbed the microphone.

It was the final resting place prepared for her by an incredibly wicked god.

It was not comfortable at all.

"—It's a band that wants to be together for life. Even if we're tired, in pain, or confused, we'll keep playing and singing for the rest of our lives!"

lifetime.

"Always!"

every second.

"forever!"

It's not some kind of "community of shared destiny," which sounds wonderful but is also an ethereal concept.

On the contrary, even if they are painfully entangled together, they will not let go. Even if they are deformed, they will still bite each other and keep running without stopping—it is just such a twisted existence.

We can't continue without anyone, but we can't do without anyone either.

The drumbeats begin, followed by the sound of a guitar.

Su Shi gripped the pick tightly and closed her eyes.

And the songs we, in our distorted state, can play...

Pressing down on the strings and sweeping them produces a resounding melody that is also tightly intertwined. It is not glamorous, but it is not ethereal or illusory either. It feels as if you can reach out and grasp it, and feel the warmth flowing through your fingers.

Even if you don't want to speak, you have to make a sound.

Su Shihe said in a low voice, "The sound of calling a name—"

Soyorin. She still couldn't bring herself to like that name.

"—Please don't disappear."

But you can't call her by any other name.

Don't disappear.

Su Shi looked ahead at Aine, but could only see her back and not her expression.

Su Shi knew that Aine was definitely smiling right now; she wouldn't show any other expression to the audience.

But I feel uneasy when I can't see it.

The reason is also very simple.

"What a wonderful gift—"

It doesn't belong to me alone.

If only Aine could turn around now, so she could see her face and touch it.

Let her hold on tight and claim this light as her own.

But that's impossible, which is why my chest hurts so much. No matter how hard I try to grasp it, this ray of light will eventually slip through my fingers.

What's even more cruel is that although she can't grasp this ray of light, it will never leave her either.

just in front.

It's right here beside me.

It was absorbed into a brighter, hotter light.

And she stood in that dazzling light, along with the others.

"Memories that don't just belong to me—"

Why can't it just become something that belongs only to me?

If you pray to a wicked god, will your wish come true?

Su Shi closed her eyes tightly. If only it could be that not only her love voice, not only her emotions, but all of it could be hers to possess—just looking at her, just holding her hand...

that would be nice.

But she couldn't make a wish, nor was she able to.

Because she chose something else.

That's the band.

I didn't get the love song, but I got the band;

I couldn't catch that ray of light, but I'm standing here with her.

I didn't get even the smallest happiness, but I gained a companion who will never leave me.

What is lost is of paramount importance, and what is gained is equally of paramount importance.

Choices made cannot be undone, and things changed cannot be restored to their original state, yet even so, the band must continue to be formed.

Even when you can't possess this small happiness, you should always, forever, every minute and every second, stay by the side of the person you want to have, playing their music and singing their songs.

Until the very end.

Su Shi's voice trembled slightly, and tears welled up uncontrollably, sliding down her cheeks.

They haven't even started dating yet.

But I felt the real pain of heartbreak.

I shouldn't have hurt the person who is most important to me.

But it left a wound in the other person's heart.

This must be divine punishment for me.

Even though they had hurt each other, they still didn't leave and continued to stand here singing.

This was not a gift from the gods, but their choice.

It's so good that we didn't leave, it's so good that we didn't disband—it's so bad that we couldn't grasp happiness, it's so bad that we couldn't possess it.

Happiness and pain are intertwined.

This feeling will stay with me for the rest of my life. Thinking of this, Su Shi cried even harder.

Even so, her hands did not stop; she continued to play.

The performance cannot stop, and the music cannot cease.

Let this sound cover up your ugliness. As Su Shi thought this, she noticed that others were also shedding tears.

Li Xi is, the lamp is, and Ai Yin, who is wiping the corner of her eye in her spare time, is also.

Only Renai was playing with a big smile on her face. It was annoying.

Then the music gradually faded away, and the stage returned to silence—except for the occasional sniffling.

Just then, Aine took a deep breath.

She grabbed the microphone: "It's really difficult to form a band for life. I've come to understand this deeply lately. Even if everyone's feelings are right, it can still lead to unpredictable results that hurt each other."

It's time to say the most important things.

"But I like this band!"

Not only that.

I like lamps!

The lamp paused for a moment: "Aiyin"

The word "like" triggered an allergic reaction in my body, causing discomfort and making it difficult to breathe.

This is the most powerful proof that we have hurt each other, and that is why we must shout it out.

"I like Lixi!"

He held onto hope for her.

"I like Lena!"

"Hey!" Li Xi almost jumped up. Le Nai is only in the third year of junior high! Although they are both only in the first year of high school.

Aine turned to Soseki.

Su Shi already guessed what she was going to say, but still didn't look at her.

"I like Su Shi!"

Why is it called this name? Su Shi really wanted to ask that.

"Therefore, I am willing to entrust everything to everyone!"

"Eh?"

What does it mean?

"My everything, all of me, all of my possessions, belong to everyone!"

"My wish."

What do you want me to do?

"My thoughts."

What do you want to do to me?

With the belief that she had entrusted everything to them, Aine shouted, "I will accept whatever it is!"

This is also her response to Li Xi's confession, Su Shi's feelings, and Deng's true feelings.

Since we can't make a choice, let's give them everything we have!

You can do anything for me, I'll do anything, no matter what!

"So let's all keep going!"