Rebirth of Brotherly Love

Chapter 41

"That day was May 5, and the next day was your birthday. I was assigned a very dangerous mission. Before I set off, I suddenly thought, if I die, there is a secret that I will take to the grave. Nobody knows."

"So I asked you out to meet, I want to spend the last birthday with you, and I want to tell you that I have always loved you very much. I know you won't accept it, but I think, at least in this way, you will always remember Anze. "

"You will remember that the brother you care the least about has silently... liked you for many years."

Speaking of this, Anze's expression darkened, and the smile on the corner of his lips also had an unconcealable bitterness, "It's just that I didn't expect that something happened to you when I came back safely. You lost your memory. You don't remember that I kissed you. I don't remember my confession to you..."

"Are you wondering why I have been so nice to you during this time?" Anze paused slightly, and said seriously, "Because I like you, I value your affairs more than anything else. important."

"..." Looking into Anze's serious eyes, An Luo was so shocked that he almost lost the ability to think.

This, how is this possible?

I always thought that Anze only respected his elder brother purely as a younger brother. I always thought that Anze cared so much for his elder brother because of the good relationship between them. An Luo never thought that Anze had a crush on his elder brother...

"Surprised?" Anze looked at An Luo and said in a low voice, "Since you want to know the truth so stubbornly, I might as well tell you the truth. No matter what you think of me, I like you, this cannot be changed fact."

"..." An Luo froze in place, unable to say a word.

Seeing An Luo's shocked and bewildered look, An Ze suddenly felt a slight stabbing pain in his heart.

He has known for a long time that no matter when he tells the truth, his brother's reaction can only be surprise, anger, and disbelief.Although he was already mentally prepared to be rejected, Anze still felt very uncomfortable when he met his shocked gaze as if looking at a monster.

The suffocating silence lasted for a long time. Seeing that An Luo kept silent, Anze could only softly say, "It's getting late, you should rest first."

After speaking, he turned and walked out of the bedroom, and stopped when he reached the door. Anze didn't look back, but lowered his voice and said calmly, "I'm sorry, I have never been a brother to you."

The door was gently closed, and the room became quiet again.

I have never been a brother to you...

An Ze's words echoed in his ears over and over again, hitting his head like a thunderbolt. An Luo finally recovered from his shock, looked at the closed door, swallowed, but couldn't say anything. In a word.

Sitting on the bed with complicated emotions for a while, stretched out his hand to touch the lips that had been scratched by the fierce kiss. It seemed that there was still a fiery temperature on his lips that almost burned people, and this temperature also clearly reminded An Luo, he was indeed kissed by An Ze just now, and all this is not a dream, but an unbelievable fact.

The truth is, Anze actually loves his brother deeply...

An Luo suddenly felt that one of his heads had turned into two big ones.

I wanted to sort out my thoughts in a pile of mess, but found that my brain was in a mess, and I couldn't maintain a consistent calm.

Not to mention that the relationship between their brothers is intolerable and contrary to ethics, the more critical issue is that he is not his brother.It doesn't matter if An Luo plays his elder brother, but if it's his lover, that's beyond the bottom line.

The forced kiss just now caught An Luo off guard, and his heartbeat is still a little irregular... This kind of loss of control must never happen again in the future.

An Luo rubbed his swollen temples. Originally, he wanted to tell An Ze the truth slowly after the case was over, but now he had to advance the plan.Because An Luo knew very well that the longer this entangled relationship dragged on, the more out of control it would become.

***

That night, An Luo tossed and turned in bed, unable to fall asleep until three o'clock in the morning.

In the vague dream, he saw some very strange pictures again.

It was a western restaurant, and he saw himself sitting in a corner, eating with a woman.

The strong aroma of the steak on the table, the exquisite makeup of the woman opposite, the soothing soft music in the ear, and the signature smile of the waiter...all of these are as clear as if you were there.

But the strange thing is that in the dream, An Luo watched everything like a bystander, and he could even clearly see every expression of An Luo in the dream.

In the dream, An Luo seemed to be in a hurry, always looking down at his watch. He didn't hear what the woman opposite was saying, until the woman stopped suddenly, stared at him, and said with emphasis: "An Luo, you Are you listening to me?"

Only then did An Luo come back to his senses, looked up at her and said, "Sorry, Xiaotong, I'm in a hurry, can we talk about it another day?"

The woman named Xiaotong smiled helplessly and said, "Okay, since you have something to do, you can go first." Then she waved to the waiter, "Pay the bill."

When I came out of the restaurant, it was in the evening, and the golden sunset gave the whole city a dreamy color.

It was a beautiful road, straight and with no end in sight. Both sides of the road were full of big plane trees, and the sunlight leaking through the branches and leaves sprinkled beautiful golden fragments on the ground.There were many couples walking leisurely on the road holding hands, but An Luo didn't care to appreciate the beautiful scenery. He seemed to have something important to do, so he walked directly to his car after going out.

Opening the door, sitting in the driver's seat and just about to start the engine, someone suddenly knocked lightly on the window.An Luo turned around suspiciously, just in time to meet An Ze's dark eyes.

Anze smiled at him, then opened the door and got in the car, and sat in the passenger seat.

An Luo looked back suspiciously, "An Ze, why are you here?"

Anze said: "Brother, tomorrow is your birthday. I went to a nearby bakery and bought a box of your favorite matcha cake. Let's have dinner together tonight and celebrate your birthday in advance, okay?"

An Luo was silent for a moment, then said calmly, "Take the cake back, I've already had dinner."

An Ze's eyes suddenly turned cold, "Is it with Lin Xiaotong? Did you really listen to your father and date her?"

"..." An Luo was about to speak when the phone rang suddenly.He ignored Anze, lowered his head and took out his phone from his pocket. The words "Please enter the password" seemed to be written on the screen. An Luo quickly pressed a few numbers on the screen, then entered the phone system, and glanced at the screen Central name.

The name on the caller ID became blurred in front of his eyes. An Luo wanted to take a closer look at the name, but he still couldn't see it clearly.And at this moment, An Luo in the dream glanced at the name, then directly pressed the reject button, and put the phone back.

Anze asked in a low voice: "Who is calling? Why didn't brother answer?"

An Luo said coldly: "Go back, I still have things to do, let's talk about it another day."

An Ze continued to ask: "What's the matter with you? I think you are restless, brother, did something happen?"

An Luo frowned impatiently, "This is none of your business."

An Ze suddenly turned his head and looked at him. Although it was only a dream, An Luo felt that the complicated gaze seemed to look directly into the bottom of his heart. He was stunned by the gaze and forgot for a while. What to say.

He saw Anze's Adam's apple rolling up and down, and then a low and calm voice slipped out of his throat: "The person you like is with someone else, and you say it's none of my business? I'll be jealous too, brother."

An Luo was startled, and then asked in surprise: "Who do you like? Could it be that you like Lin Xiao..."

"I like you." Anze interrupted him directly.

As if to prove this sentence, An Ze's lips suddenly pressed down, and he even stuck his tongue into his mouth presumptuously, and his fingers clasped the back of An Luo's head, bringing the distance between the two as close as possible.

"Well……"

An Luo was caught off guard by the kiss.

He probably didn't expect to be kissed by his younger brother at all, and he froze in place in a daze.

The space in the car was originally very narrow, and An Luo had already fastened his seat belt, and An Ze was completely pressed on the seat, so there was no room for escape.

An Luo stared blankly at the magnified An Ze's face. After a long while, he realized that his tongue was entangled with him, and finally realized the terrible fact of "kissed by his brother".

An Luo blushed with anger, pushed An Ze away, and punched him hard in the face, "Bastard! You're crazy!"

Because of being too angry, An Luo's lips even trembled slightly.

Anze was punched hard, and a glaring blood flowed from his lips, but he didn't care, wiped it off with the back of his hand, looked back at An Luo, and said seriously: "Brother, I'm not crazy, I'm Very sober, I asked you out today just to tell you the truth, I like you, I have liked you since a long time ago..."

"Enough! I am your brother! How can you..."

"So what?" Anze interrupted him, "There's nothing wrong with liking someone. What's more, I never thought I could be with you. I just like you silently, isn't that okay?"

An Luo said coldly, "Get out of the car right away, I don't want to see you."

"elder brother……"

"Don't call me brother." An Luo looked back at An Ze, his eyes were as cold as a sword, "Now, immediately, get out of here."

An Ze looked at An Luo's cold gaze, and was silent for a long time, then suddenly pulled the corner of his cracked mouth lightly, and said in a low voice: "If, this may be the last meeting between us...you will let me immediately Go away, right?"

"Anze, get out of the car right away, I don't want to say it a third time." An Luo's face was very ugly, his lips turned pale with anger.

Anze raised the corners of his lips slightly, "I know, you never cared about my brother. But it doesn't matter, you finally know my feelings for you now, at least, you will always remember me. And...remember My kiss." With that said, he leaned over again and kissed An Luo lightly on the lips.

"you……"

"Tomorrow's birthday can't be with you, let me say something in advance, happy birthday, brother."

After Anze finished speaking, he opened the door and got out of the car, taking away the box of matcha cakes he bought.

An Luo could clearly see that in the dream, on the box of cakes, there were a few beautiful characters written in red jam: "Brother, happy birthday."

The familiar handwriting should be An Ze's handwriting. Perhaps, he also made the box of cakes himself. Unfortunately, in the end, he threw the elaborate birthday cake into the trash can next to the parking lot and turned into a puddle of mud.

Anze straightened his back and walked towards the distant street without looking back.

But An Luo in the car kept watching his back.

The picture that looks like a farewell, under the rendering of the golden sunset in the evening, seems to have a strong taste of sadness.

The wind blew in the city at some point, messing up Anze's black hair, the leaves of the sycamore trees swayed with the wind, and the fragments of sunlight sprinkled on the ground trembled slightly with the rhythm, dazzling people's eyes.

The whole dream became more and more blurred later, like an old movie with faded colors, but the back of An Ze's departure was always clearly magnified in front of his eyes, becoming the focus of the whole world.

Anze in the dream looks so lonely from the back.

The road was very long, Anze straightened his back and walked for a long time.The tall young man's back gradually shrank into an invisible black spot in his field of vision.

In this way, he walked out of An Luo's sight step by step, as if that separation had really become a farewell.