Chapter 68 Even if it's hell, let's go together.
Chapter 68 Even if it's hell, let's go together.
Nan Youxing just felt scared.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Nan Youxing trembled uncontrollably, and only repeated these three words in his mouth.He covered his face with his hands, and the tears couldn't stop falling.
He did a very wrong, very wrong thing, but now he has no idea how to make it up.If all this could be done again, he would never regard others as Wen Shichuan's substitute.
"Don't you like it? Xingxing." Pei Shixiao just stroked Nan Youxing's hair gently, and patted along his ridgeline.
"You can learn whatever you like, and I can learn it."
Pei Shixiao sat beside his bed, stretched out his fingertips, and touched the cold tears on his cheeks, with a loving and gentle tone: "Ah Xing, I don't want anything, I just want to see you well and healthy .You don’t need you to love me, as long as I can be by your side...isn’t that okay?”
"You don't need this..." Nan Youxing felt that his throat was extremely dry, and there were many words stuck in his throat, but he couldn't say anything.
Guilt, pain, and guilt enveloped him, causing him to lower his head very uneasy, not daring to look into Pei Shixiao's eyes.
Pei Shixiao lay beside the bed, looking up at him, with pious and quiet eyes.
... This is not Pei Shixiao at all.
Pei Shixiao shouldn't be like this.
He should be conceited, self-respecting, one-sided, self-centered, he has a very strong soul and supreme self-esteem.
He shouldn't be lying in front of him, staring at him with such eyes.
Pei Shixiao held Nan Youxing's hand, and kissed his fingertips reverently.
"... I may never love you in my life, so it doesn't matter?" Nan Youxing retracted his fingers subconsciously, but Pei Shixiao didn't grab it hard, he let it go obediently.
"Well. It doesn't matter." Pei Shixiao's lips curled up slightly: "Xing Xing, maybe you don't know, when I found out about your illness, I have already made up my mind, even if I have to pretend to be Wen Shichuan for the rest of my life, it doesn't matter."
Nan Youxing's eyes widened in shock.
He didn't expect Pei Shixiao to do this at all, and he stammered a little: "Pei Shixiao, people like you don't need to do this at all..."
"Really? What about a person like me, I just want to be like this."
Pei Shixiao raised his hand to gently wipe away the tears from Nan Youxing's cheeks, coaxing softly: "Okay, don't cry, your eyes will become swollen again if you cry again. I didn't cry yet, why are you still crying?"
"I don't want to do this." Nan Youxing took a deep breath and lowered his eyelashes.He couldn't help but lower his tone, as if he was talking to himself: "I don't want you to become like this. I hope you can return to the original you, the arrogant one who always only looks at you in front of you."
"Me too." Pei Shixiao smiled, and looked up at him: "I also hope that you can become the original you. Just like you when you lost your memory, you are full of vigor, rebellious, and self-confident. "
Nan Youxing was silent for a long time.
Pei Shixiao helped him to lie down, and covered him with the quilt again.
"Alright Xing Xing, let's sleep for a while now. Okay?"
Nan Youxing was really tired.
After a while, I really fell asleep.
As soon as he fell asleep, he seemed to be in a deep dream, and he couldn't wake up. It was Pei Shixiao who gently pushed his shoulder to wake him up.
"A Xing, someone is here to see you."
Nan Youxing's mind was very confused, and he could smell the aroma of food in a daze.
"Teacher!" Pei Shixiao opened the door of the ward, and Lin Qiyun was the first to appear.
He was worried, and when he saw Nan Youxing's appearance, he quickly rushed to the bedside with the thermos in his hand.
"Are you okay, teacher? How could you be so seriously ill and hospitalized all of a sudden?!" As he spoke, his voice was choked up, and tears rolled in his eyes, looking like weeping.
"...I'm fine." Just as Nan Youxing wanted to sit up, Pei Shixiao put his hand over to support him.Nan Youxing glanced at Pei Shixiao subconsciously. Pei Shixiao had already turned around to help him adjust the bed, put the table on his bed again, took the thermos bucket from Lin Qiyun's hand, opened it and placed the lunch boxes on top of it layer by layer .
"That's right, teacher should be hungry, teacher, let's eat first." Lin Qiyun urged eagerly, staring at Nan Youxing with sparkling eyes.
Nan Youxing was a little embarrassed.
"Let's go, idiot, how can you make people eat you here." Yang Ruifeng came up from behind, patted Lin Qiyun's head naturally, and put an arm around his shoulder.
Yang Ruifeng was born tall, and Lin Qiyun was half a head shorter than him. When he put his arms around Lin Qiyun, he seemed to be holding Lin Qiyun under his armpit, and easily carried her out of the ward.
Lin Qiyun was forcibly hugged by him, his face flushed red, and he couldn't help raising his head in protest: "What are you doing! Let go of me!"
Before going out, Yang Ruifeng looked back at Nan Youxing, the corners of his lips curled up, and he tilted his head, his silver hair dazzled his eyes: "Get well soon, I'll wait for you to come back, captain—captain."
As he spoke, his index finger and middle finger were joined together, and he waved it away from the forehead. He didn't care about Lin Qiyun's protest at all, and went out with people in his arms.
Nan Youxing looked down at the food on the table and sighed softly.
These dishes were made by Lin Qiyun himself.
Lin Qiyun's family background is not very good, and he used to be a driver while doing odd jobs in the former team.His racing skills have not undergone systematic training, and he has completely relied on his own talent to explore.In order to stay in the previous team, he even took a part-time job as a chef. No wonder the drivers of the original team looked down on him.
And Yang Ruifeng has an unruly temper, and he is not taking the orthodox path, he came all the way through the wild game.He is very unwilling to admit defeat, and basically has never convinced anyone sincerely, but he should be regarded as an opponent at present.
These two...
Nan Youxing only felt a headache.
He couldn't help but glance at Pei Shixiao.
As Pei Shixiao said, he couldn't really ignore these two people.
Both are uncut jade, good embryos he discovered.It was he who gave people hope with his own words. If he just quit, it would be tantamount to taking away this hope with his own hands.
"I don't know if I can still drive."
Not to mention the driver's seat, he hasn't even been in the co-pilot's seat for seven years, and now it's so serious that he would feel dizzy when he sees it.
After the car accident, Nan Youxing did not try to drive.
But as soon as he sat in that seat, his mind went blank.The moment of the car accident appeared in front of his eyes countless times, and he couldn't step on the accelerator at all, and he couldn't move because of fear.
It was as if he had been cursed, trapped forever in that day, in that car, with no way of escaping.
"I will be your navigator and stay with you all the time. Ah Xing."
Pei Shixiao squatted down, looked up at Nan Youxing, held his fingertips, and looked sincerely: "As I said, I will lead you anywhere."
Nan Youxing's lips trembled uncontrollably, and his face turned pale: "If...if something happens..."
"Then let's die together, Ah Xing." Pei Shixiao smiled instead, his eyes glowed like flowing amber.
"Rather than that, I hope so."
"Fortunately, you don't love me, Ah Xing. I'm the co-pilot of you, so don't worry. If something really happens, I'll be by your side. Xing Xing, don't worry, I won't let you live alone Even if it's hell, let's go together." Pei Shixiao smiled and squeezed Nan Youxing's knuckles.
"There's nothing to be afraid of." Pei Shixiao looked calm, with no fear of "going to death" on his face, but smiled as if looking forward to it.
Nan Youxing stared blankly at Pei Shixiao's face.
For some reason, at this moment, the fear in his heart, the culprit that had appeared in his nightmares for a long time and made it difficult for him to fall asleep at night, seemed to be dispelled.
After Pei Shixiao picked up Nan Youxing and was discharged from the hospital, the two returned to the motorcade.
Unexpectedly, a person both of them were quite familiar with appeared at the gate of the convoy.
Nan Youxing glanced at the person at the door, and said first, "You guys talk, I'll go in first."
Without waiting for Pei Shixiao's answer, he got out of the car and went straight into the convoy.
Pei Shixiao stood at the door, watching Nan Youxing go in, and then looked at the person at the door, with a cold attitude: "What are you here for?"
"What do you think I'm here for?" Shen Tingmian clenched her fists in disbelief, and walked towards Pei Shixiao: "A Xiao, you shouldn't be here, do you know what you are doing?! Do you know what he is doing?" Who is it? He has such vile blood on his body, and he can't tell when he will die—"
Shen Tingmian wanted to grab Pei Shixiao's hand, but Pei Shixiao slammed it away.
"Shut up. Despicable blood? Shen Tingmian, you also have this kind of blood on your body."
"A Xiao, he just used you as a substitute! Didn't you already know that! He doesn't love you at all!! Why do you still stay here? Do you know that you don't go to work now, Everyone in the Pei family already knows? They will try their best to find someone else to take your place! A Xiao, your father is not on your side now, except for your grandfather, you are completely alone and helpless now!"
"A Xiao, I can help you... I can help you! Now that I can talk to the Shen family, I am capable of helping you, A Xiao..."
Shen Tingmian's tone trembled, and she stared at Pei Shixiao with tears in her eyes.
The corners of his eyes were red, and he cried like he was crying: "A Xiao, come back to me, he doesn't love you at all, why are you doing this!"
"It has nothing to do with you." Pei Shixiao's face turned cold, he didn't want to hear it, and walked into the convoy.
When he passed by Shen Tingmian, he lowered his eyes and gave Shen Tingmian a cold look: "Shen Tingmian, I told you, don't let me know what bad idea you have for Nan Youxing, I will make you regret it."
Seeing Pei Shixiao passing by, Shen Tingmian couldn't help but turn around, and raised her voice towards his back: "Pei Shixiao! Are you crazy?! You stay so close to someone who doesn't love you at all ! Are you sick?!"
"Yes, I'm crazy. Even if it's a substitute, even if I want to pretend to be someone else, as long as I can stay by his side, it's good that he can look at me more."
Pei Shixiao didn't look back, and didn't even glance at Shen Tingmian.
"So you'd better be honest with me. If you let me know, what do you dare to do to him...don't blame me for being rude to you. "
Pei Shixiao dropped this sentence in a deep voice, and walked away.
Shen Tingmian looked at his back, with tears in his eyes, and murmured unconsciously: "But A Xiao, I love you... didn't you love me before? Why... why, why didn't you love me? gone?"
His voice fell lightly, and no one responded.
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