when she became "he"

Chapter 4

Promises have been muddled all day long, and now she is not sure if she is still in the world with promises, or another parallel time and space, after all, such weird things as "resurrecting the dead" have happened, and there is nothing wrong with it It is impossible.

Xu Nuo rummaged through a pile of Zhao Wenwen's books, and finally found out that he was in a small village called Anhe County in Southwest China's r city. This village was called Zhaojia Village. Most of the people have the surname Zhao, which is called "Zhaowu" in the local dialect. Although she doesn't know how the "house" is linked to the village, it is useless to know these, because she has never heard of this place before. , so we can only know a rough position on the map.

Xu Nuo seldom has the time to go out in her life. She used to be in poor health and spent most of the year in the hospital. Now that she is here, she wants to go out and have a look, but now is not a good time.

Xu Nuo spent the whole afternoon in a daze in the room, not knowing what to do. The woman came back today when it was almost dark, and the father of this body came back with her. She already knew that woman was called Zhang Xiujuan. The honest-looking man is called Zhao Dazhu. Don't ask her how she knew it, she knew it naturally in her mind, just like she had never seen the middle-aged man but knew that he was the father of this body when she saw him.

Zhao Dazhu looks simple and honest, and his years of hard work make him look much older than his actual age. At least according to Xu Nuo, Zhao Dazhu looks at least 20 years older than her former father. In fact, Zhao Dazhu is only 38 years old this year. Promised father to be four years younger.Not to mention Zhang Xiujuan, promise that her mother is very good at taking care of herself. Others look at her as if she is in her early thirties, but Zhang Xiujuan looks like she is in her early fifties.

Xu Nuo doesn't have much experience with other people, and their return inevitably makes her nervous, always worrying whether they will recognize that she is not their son, and whether they will treat her as a monster at that time!

The first thing Zhang Xiujuan did when she came back was to see her son in Zhao Wenwen's room. Xu promised that when she heard her footsteps, her heartbeat was so nervous that it was about to jump out of her chest. Fortunately, she just came in to take a look and then went out.

Then Xu Nuo heard Zhao Dazhu's voice, which seemed to be asking how her son was doing. It seemed that Zhang Xiujuan had already told him what happened today.

"It's okay, just sleep in there. When he comes out later, don't talk about him anymore. I think Dawen can't think about it because people in this village talk about him. Let's stop irritating him."

Zhao Dazhu answered nonchalantly, and asked again: "Then do you still want to read Dawen? I heard people say that you can go to some kind of vocational and technical school even if you don't go to college."

Zhang Xiujuan's voice was a little worried: "I heard that it is very expensive, let's take a look again, if the family can afford it, let Dawen read it!"

The voice gradually faded away, and finally promised to only hear the voice of Zhang Xiujuan calling chickens and dogs, probably to feed the chickens.

Xu Nuo lay on the bed, looking at the dark top of the bed, feeling envious or jealous in his heart, even though Zhao Wenwen lived in a poor family in a backward mountain village, but he had a couple who loved him more than their lives Parents, and a body that is not seriously ill even if it is not very healthy, so what else is there to worry about?

Healthy people will never understand the obsession of sick people for life. Every time they struggle from the death line, they just want to live one more day in this world and see more colors in this world, instead of just white all day long.

This Zhao Wenwen is so young but despises life, squandering the health and family love that she doesn't have. At this moment, Xu Nuo is especially jealous of him, and even has a feeling in his heart, "Since you don't want to live, then I will live for you. Don't you want to live?" I care about the love of my parents, I will care about it", this kind of thought is like a snowball getting bigger and bigger, and it can't be suppressed. Anyway, he doesn't want to live anymore, and she has nothing to do with him.

I don't know what time it was, but the sky was completely dark anyway, Zhang Xiujuan came over and called Xu Nuo to get up for dinner, Xu Nuo followed the trend, but she didn't dare to speak, for fear of revealing her flaws.

Zhao Dazhu's character is as simple and honest as his appearance, and when he saw Xu Nuo, he said "Get up? Sit down and eat!" and it was over.

The family's dinner was actually porridge and two vegetables, and the only meaty egg was in her bowl. Xu Nuo was moved, even though he knew that the concern was not for her.

Xu Nuo split the egg in half with chopsticks and placed them in the bowls of Zhao Dazhu and Zhang Xiujuan respectively: "Abba, Ah Mu, you can eat, I have a sore throat and I can't eat." In fact, what Xu Nuo said was the truth, her respiratory tract He and his lungs were choked by the river water, and it was very uncomfortable, even when he breathed, he felt a slight tingling pain.

Zhang Xiujuan was very nervous when she heard this: "Sore throat? Is it important? Do you want your father to take you to see Dr. Wang in the village?"

Although Zhao Dazhu didn't speak, he looked at her nervously, as if he would put down the bowl and chopsticks and take her there as soon as she said something bad.

"It doesn't matter, it will be fine in a couple of days."

The dinner promise is actually just drinking some porridge. She has always eaten very little. She used to be in poor health and couldn't eat many things. Food has nothing to do with her. Now she is in good health, but it's a pity that she has a sore throat caused by the deity , My stomach hurts, I can't eat even if I want to eat.

Xu promised to be called to take a shower after dinner. The Zhao family didn’t have a special bathroom. They just built a simple shed in the corner of the yard, which could barely cover people. Because it was summer, there was no hot water, so the cold water from the well was used. Rinse straight away.

Xu Nuo has never had this kind of experience before. She took a bucket to scoop up water from the well and brought it to the bathing shed. Now she can actually lift a bucket of water?Xu Xu himself was also surprised, it seems that as a man, he still has strength.

The door of the bathing place is covered by a simple curtain. Standing inside, Xu promises to feel ashamed of being seen by outsiders. He dares not take off his clothes for a long time. Except for this, he has not adapted to this male body. It was also a reason. In the end, she couldn't drag it any longer, so Xu Nuo had to close her eyes and start groping to take off her clothes. When the well water poured on her body, she shivered all over. Such cool well water is really comfortable in this summer, but Xu Nuo was not very used to it, he lathered his body with soap, washed it off with water casually, and even rubbed carelessly when it reached the male-specific parts.

The family didn't have any entertainment at night, and promised that they didn't watch TV or anything else in this house. If there were no electric lights, she would almost think that there was no electricity in this village, and the electric lights were not the white light energy-saving lamps in the city. It's the kind of incandescent lamp that emits a dim light.

After dinner and a bath, everyone enjoyed the cool under the largest tree in the village and chatted together, while the children took flashlights to catch the cicadas that had just crawled out of the soil. Fried and eaten.

Xu Nuo is quite curious about this matter, but the people who do this are children between the ages of seven and eight to twelve or thirteen. Xu Nuo, with Zhao Wenwen's body of eighteen or nine, is really embarrassed to mix in with a group of children .But her gaze has been following the group of children, and she followed them unconsciously. When she saw the young cicada on a tree trunk, out of reach of the children, Xu Nuo who had been watching couldn't help but fall in love. Before helping them pick it off.

All of a sudden, seven or eight children looked at her together, seeing so many round dark eyes, Xu Nuo's face turned red, luckily it was night and no one else could see her.

"Brother Dawen, do you want to join us too?" asked the leading child.

Xu Nuo's eyes lit up: "Is it possible?" After a pause, she added, "I'll give you all the cicadas I catch, I don't have to."

"Well, when the time comes, Brother Dawen, you can come to my house to eat."

Xu Nuo nodded, in fact, she didn't know where his home was at all, anyway, all she wanted to do was catch Cicada.

Cicada, who promises to follow a few children to pick up trees in the village with a flashlight, is in a group with a seven or eight-year-old child.This is the first time she has had such fun in so many years. Some of these cicadas have not shed their shells. The shells are about two or three centimeters long and can be used as medicine. The medicine is called cicadas. Many children in the village collect these and take them to the town. Go up and sell.

In the end, a group of people who had caught two large baskets went home after work, and everyone went to the home of the child who was leading the group just now to eat fried cicadas. They promised that they didn’t want to go. After all, she was so big among the group of children. But the child was too enthusiastic, Xu Nuo couldn't stand it, and she didn't know how to refuse people, so she had to go with them in the end.

Xu Nuo really watched it for a while and realized that all this was done by a few children by themselves. It is a trivial matter for children in the countryside to cook something on a fire.In the end, she promised that she didn't eat a few, because her throat is still not healed. Although the fried cicadas are crispy and delicious, the process of swallowing is really uncomfortable.

"Brother Dawen, I heard Eminem say you jumped into the river today, why did you jump into the river?"

As soon as the childish words came out, Xu Nuo was dumbfounded by the question.

The leading child obviously knew something about human affairs, so he knocked on the child's head: "What nonsense are you talking about!" While speaking, he secretly observed Xu Nuo's expression.

In fact, although Xu Nuo is already 16 years old or nearly 17 years old, she may not be as strong as this twelve or thirteen-year-old child in terms of emotional intelligence. First, she has never had normal social activities, and her experience is as empty as a blank sheet of paper. Second, she is also No one is perfect, compared to ordinary people, Xu Nuo's IQ may be much higher than ordinary people, but his EQ appears to be low, at least she doesn't understand why the child looked at her with cautious eyes.