Full of evil reborn male [Live]

Chapter 161

All living beings are suffering, only self-crossing.

Zhongheng doesn't believe in Buddhism, but he believes in this sentence.

The father "treasoned the country", the mother and a female family member committed suicide to be chaste, and the three clans were wiped out.

The eldest brother died, the younger brothers died, and he became a prisoner. He was bought as a slave by the beasts of the Li family.

In the end, like a joke, it turned out that the father did not betray the country, and the grievances were clear, but the tragedy was irreversible. The father turned his head and voted for Chen Guo, married the new widowed princess, and embraced Jiaoer again.

In those days, through the black visor on his face, Zhongheng could always see the fearful yet strange mocking expressions of his subordinates.

The father's choice allowed the Zhong family to flourish again, to regain its glory, to abandon this country where kindness and righteousness have been eliminated, and to abandon this crippled and useless son, and to carry forward the Zhong family again. I am unrighteous!" What could be wrong?

There is always an empty space in the chest, as if something has been dug out, but it can never be filled, killing all the barbarians, the blood in the hand is dyed with the knife, but it can't fill the black hole in the heart, like a cliff cave full of icy edges in winter, The mountain wind blew past, leaving the ground cold.

Fortunately, he still has Anu, a lowly slave who can't be killed no matter what he does, and he is reluctant to kill him.

That kind of flamboyant, arrogant and domineering dude who regards human life like nothing, once he falls into the dust, he is like a dead dog with a broken back, ugly and embarrassing.Li Xian's father, his biological father, killed his relatives righteously, and treated his eldest son as a foul-smelling filth, and couldn't wait to throw it away and grind it into mud.

In the past, he was not disciplined for half a point, but now he loses it with ease.

The emperor said that this trash was so audacious and inhumane that he dared to abuse the meritorious officials in such a way and then mutilated him. He said that he would give this trash to him for a good lesson and repay the torture and humiliation he suffered that day.

He took the person down and held it in the palm of his hand, but there was a sneer in his heart.

"Hero"?The three clans of Yizhong's family were almost wiped out that day. A bug like Li Xian is not qualified. He is just a corpse-eating hyena that bites downed beasts.

The beast was imprisoned by the emperor for a few months, his bluish-white and swollen face, which was originally full of wine, became thinner, with two big panicked eyes, pale as a ghost, and innocent as a elk and lamb.

If he didn't know that he was covered in blood and had more than one or two lives in his hands, he would probably be deceived by his pitiful appearance.

Seeing himself appearing in front of him, Li Xian was terrified, trembling like a quail, his eyes were full of despair, like a little beast that had encountered a natural enemy.

For no reason, Zhong Heng felt a little disappointed, grabbed the beast by the neck, and lifted him up in the air.

Li Xian struggled, his face flushed red, his hands desperately tugged on his arm, trying to break free.How could that little chick-like strength be his opponent?Li Xian's face turned blue soon, and his hands and feet could only twitch feebly.

Zhongheng was in a daze, under the palm of his hand, in the slender neck, the pulse became slower and slower... Li Xianbao's eyes protruded, his fingers lost strength, but he still scratched his hand unrelentingly.

That look was not good-looking, even ugly, but there was no resentment in those eyes, only a thick longing that seemed to overflow his eyes-he wanted to live, no matter what.

With just a gentle pinch, all the humiliation and pain of the past will be gone?

No!This beast can't be allowed to die so easily, going up to the poor and falling into the underworld. His endless pain and loneliness, resentment and confusion can't find the medicine of forgetting.Only with hatred as the rein and resentment as the chain, lead the two of them down to the [-]th floor of hell!

The former Young Master Li died, and it was his Anu who survived, Anu who struggled hard to survive.

Seeing him bit by bit decadent and humiliated, but trying his best to endure, silently trying to make himself better for a while, Zhong Heng couldn't help the demon fire in his heart, wanting to burn out all the fire of pain and hatred.

Abusing his body, his heart, trying every means to make him happy in pain and wither in joy, day after day, Zhongheng couldn't look away from this lowly thing that belonged only to him. slave.

Zhongheng knew that he had been poisoned, the poison called "Anu", he didn't think about it, he was already in his bones.

Hate to numb, but yearn for his attachment to life.

Is it really so important to be alive?Maybe, this life will be so entangled until death?

Never thought that life is too short.

It was so short that there was only a moment of hugging.

The arrow pierced through the bodies of the two, and the pain was only a short breath. Zhongheng exhausted all his strength to hug the person who had hated him for half his life. Anu was most afraid of pain. The glistening water will always make him strike harder and harder.

Let's be like this for the rest of our lives!All grievances and hatred are forgotten, love and hatred are hard to distinguish.

It's a pity that I can no longer see Anu, those eyes that are always "alive" and trying to live.

If there is an afterlife...

The sea of ​​fire, the barbarian, the bridge is broken, he even risked his life for Li Xian...

Sure enough, after death, is such a ridiculous and weird world?Or did King Yan see that he killed too much, and let him go through a calamity that he himself despised?

In the world after death, Zhong Heng couldn't control his behavior at all. He watched him use his seriously injured body, wholeheartedly carry the strings on his back, and use his life to protect him out of the dangerous place, but he fell to the ground and his life was dying.

Zhong Heng became more and more in a daze, why did this strange hell become more and more bizarre?

He actually saw Li Xian weeping bitterly for him, heartbroken for him, for him...

The shining light shines from nowhere, the whole world is completely blank, Zhongheng's consciousness sinks again, and in his dream, the time when he and Anu were tormenting each other flashed past.

I don't know how long it has been silent, it seems like a moment, it seems like a long time.

A brilliant golden light suddenly illuminated Zhongheng's entire soul. He woke up and knew very clearly that he was Zhongheng, and he was not himself.

Maybe this is the past life?

The gods and Buddhas let him see such a weird past life or the next life, but he didn't know if it was a punishment or a reward?

He can see and perceive everything that he can see and perceive in his "this life", faintly, it seems that Zhong Heng in this life can also feel his existence and see some memories of his past.

He was silent, quietly looking at this wonderful and completely different world, and he had no way to communicate with himself in this world at all.

In this world, both father and mother are living well. The father respects the mother as always, and his force is strong and unreliable. The eldest brother is dead, but the sixth brother is alive and full of energy.

The most shocking thing is himself——Zhong Heng.

He stared dumbfounded at how he fought hard, killed Manhu in the fire like a natural disaster, led the black armored army towards that man, knelt down on one knee in front of Li Xian, the Northwest King, swore allegiance, and fell in love with him.

He stared dazedly at Li Xian, who seemed to have become king in this world, like an elk who had lost his loved ones because of aggrieved head, plunged into the arms of "himself", weeping and talking, incomparably intimate.

God, what kind of ghost is this "previous life and next life"?

Zhong Heng originally thought that the stimulation he had received could no longer be any greater, and numbly watched himself and King Li embrace each other back to "home" in a numb manner. Who knows, at night, he would know what is the meaning of life. A real "thrill"!

In his world, what Li Xian did was full of anger and evil, and his man's body was also destroyed by Li Xian. To overthrow and destroy, to return shame for shame, to use all the methods he knows.

However, this night, the smiling King Li affectionately pulled "Zhong Heng" into the room, and rushed forward to kiss him with great enthusiasm, wet and warm lips were printed on "my" lips , the whole body became hot, and the groin was extremely energetic.

Zhongheng discovered with horror and excitement that the "self" in this world is not only a complete and healthy man, but also has no resistance to Li Xian.He could feel the eagerness and desire of "himself", the sweetness and endless joy gushing from his heart.

He rejoiced for himself in this world, and also blessed this beautiful world, but he knew that none of this was real and belonged to him.

All wishful thinking is false.

The "Zhongheng" in this world seemed to have discovered his existence, or the existence of his consciousness, and endured it with all his will, and did not continue with King Li.

He saw "Zhong Heng" holding Li Xian's hand, and with a stern face he expressed the question in his heart:

"Ah Xian, I...I've been having nightmares these days."

King Li angrily pinched Zhongheng's spirited younger brother who refused to work, and asked angrily, "Don't pay the public rations after having a nightmare? I think you think I'm skinny!"

"Ah Xian, you have worked so hard for the Northwest, and you have come to help me personally. I am so happy. How can I dislike you? I am afraid that you will think that my face is rough and wrinkled!"

"Hmph! Now this mouth is getting sweeter." Li Xian smiled, and asked magnanimously: "Speaking of it, what nightmare did you have? It scared you, General Zhong, out of your wits."

Zhong Heng's brows gradually frowned, his face turned a little blue, he grabbed the paw that was caressing his little brother, and said: "I dreamed, dreamed...you actually clicked me!"

King Li was studying Teacher Ke's course for a while, he was dizzy, he had some insomnia and lack of sleep, he couldn't bear Zhongheng's hard work, he was always harassed by him in the middle of the night, but he refused to resist the temptation and rolled into a ball , Sometimes when I hate it, I shout that sooner or later, the technician from the Animal Husbandry Department will come to repair this animal.

Hearing Zhong Heng's words, Li Xian trembled all over, smiled dryly, stared at Zhong Heng's face and asked, "I, I was in your dream, why did I click you?"

"It seems that after I was bought as a slave by you, I was very disobedient. One day, you went to the Tongque Tower, and the girls there saw that I liked it. In a fit of anger, you..."

As Zhong Heng talked, his face also became confused, those vague fragments seemed real and unreal, but it seemed that he had really experienced it.

It's really... terrible!